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But that doesn't mean you add me just to read.
I will not accept any invitations from people I've only spoken to once in my life/not spoken to at all.

Ack i can't believe i'm awake already after less than 8 hours of sleep. My mom has a very bad habit of calling the house and hanging up after a few rings. ARGH.
Thank you all who responded to my previous post, 160 bucks worth of stuff has been booked by you guys :D That alone can cover almost one night in some hotel. Haha.
I hope that's not all, because the things in the list are worth more than 700 in total.
It is just a pity that people rather download these days.

I'm going to die soon if i don't eat. all i've eaten in two days (that has stayed in my system) is a cup of instant noodles and a bun. On my way home my legs felt like they were gonna die on me any time and it was the longest 4 flight of stairs i had to climb. And Henry and Julianna were eating pasta while i was working! Smelt damn good la!!!!
Nadiah can we PLEASE eat pasta tmr? Yes we better go out tmr.
Today wasnt really a good day for me. I had dreams of death; gory deaths.
I sat with a million kids in the bus. They coughed at me and yelled like crazy. Now i have a freaking migraine. Oh and i sat at the bus stop for 40 mins because every time i changed song on my ipod, 960 will pass by!! Can u believe i missed TWO buses even though i was at the bus stop?
I dont have energy to type already.

One of my favourite songs. When it's the right time to listen to it, it feels all sad and sweet at the same time.
Hmm.


I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

I love French songs so much !!!!
They are the most beautiful things ever.
As i was telling Melissa while on the phone with her about an hour plus ago. We see an english song, we think, hey nice lyrics. But with a French song, when you actually try to understand the meaning, you would realise it is nothing like an English song with nice lyrics. Even after it is translated to English, there is a difference. Something like, a poem and a song at the same time. Sigh....
Another one of my favourite French songs is Que reste-t-il de nos amours by Charles Trenet. Attempting to translate now.

Ce soir le vent qui frappe à ma porte
Me parle des amours mortes
Devant le feu qui s' éteint
Ce soir c'est une chanson d' automne
Dans la maison qui frissonne
Et je pense aux jours lointains

This evening
The wind which strikes on my door
Speaks to me about the love that died
In front of the fire which dies out
This evening, it is a song of autumn
In the house which shivers
I think of remote days

Que reste-t-il de nos amours
Que reste-t-il de ces beaux jours
Une photo, vieille photo
De ma jeunesse
Que reste-t-il des billets doux
Des mois d' avril, des rendez-vous
Un souvenir qui me poursuit
Sans cesse

What remains of our love
What remains of these beautiful days
A photograph, an old photograph
Of my youth
What remains of love letters
Of appointments in April
A memory which continues me
Unceasingly

Bonheur fané, cheveux au vent
Baisers volés, rêves mouvants
Que reste-t-il de tout cela
Dites-le-moi
Un petit village, un vieux clocher
Un paysage si bien caché
Et dans un nuage le cher visage
De mon passé

Faded happiness, hair in the wind
Stolen kisses and moving dreams
What remains of it all
Say it to me
A small village, an old bell tower
A landscape hidden so well
And in a cloud
Is the dear face of my past

Les mots les mots tendres qu'on murmure
Les caresses les plus pures
Les serments au fond des bois
Les fleurs qu'on retrouve dans un livre
Dont le parfum vous enivre
Se sont envolés pourquoi?

Words, the tender words that one murmurs
The purest caresses
Oaths on the bottom of wood
A flower one finds in a book
Of which the perfume you intoxicate
Why did it fly away?

Nice right? It probably isnt the direct translation as that is not possible with my standards. Anyway i cleaned up the english a lot. Made it sound very poetic. haha!

I know i'm only 16++.
But i seem to be attracted to all kinds of songs, esp older ones!! Like Edith Piaf!
I LOVE La Vie En Rose.
It means so much. Beautiful lyrics if you understand.

[My horrible translation of La Vie En Rose with the help of wordreference dictionary]

Eyes which cause a drop in mine
A laughter which is lost on his mouth
The portrait without final improvement
Of the man to whom I belong

When he takes me in his arms
He speaks to me
I see the good life
He tells me words of love all the time

And that does something to me
A share of happiness enters my heart
It is him for me,
Me for him
In the life he said to me
For the life.
And as soon as i see it
I feel in me
My heart which beats

Nights of love to finishing more
One great happiness which takes its place
Of the troubles, of sorrows erased
Happy to die about it

Nights of love to die about
A great happiness which takes troubles place
Sorrows are erased
Happy, happy for my pleasure

Ain't it just a beautiful song?

Well it is now 1610 hrs.
Fencing starts at 1800 hrs.
I currently have a tummyache.
The sitcom Will and Grace is funny shit.
It is really boring to rummage the net for cheap hotels.
And i shall now proceed to go and get ready for training.
Talk about random.

Okay i retook the test properly again because i was in a rush last night so i basically clicked without really thinking.

INFP - The "Dreamer"
    

INFPs are introspective, private, creative and highly idealistic individuals that have a constant desire to be on a meaningful path. They are driven by their values and seek peace. Empathetic and compassionate, they want to help others and humanity as a whole. INFPs are imaginitive, artistic and often have a talent for language and writing. They can also be described as easygoing, selfless, guarded, adaptable, patient and loyal. 

NFP Career Matches
INFPs are often happy with the following jobs which tend to match well with the Dreamer/Visionary personality.

Activist Actor Architect Artist Church Worker Counselor Editor Educational Consultant Employee Development Specialist Fashion Designer Filmmaker

Graphic/Web Designer Holistic Health Practitioner Human Resources Journalist Legal Mediator Librarian Massage Therapist Minister Missionary Musician Photographer

Physical Therapist Psychologist/Counselor Researcher Social Scientist Social Worker Speech Pathologist Teacher/Professor Translator/Interpreter Video Editor Writer

Lol E.T and Shakespeare were INFPs too.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well. At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn. Your Fixation: Envy Your Primary Fear: To have no identity Your Primary Desire: To find yourself Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Visioning

You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights. You focus on how things should be - even if you haven't worked out the details. An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path. You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum.

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are. While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need. Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational. You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.